In Complete Disregard of the power of Love (Spoken Word)

August 22, 2013
The words I speak are unpopular, unwanted and uninvited
Oh Lawd, pray I not be misunderstood
But then if I am, that too is okay
For I speak not in the vulgarity of this regime
This regiment armed with phallic extensions calling me a renegade
To insinuate that I am dangerous because my body speaks from a position of anarchy
As though anyone was what they looked like
But then again, I am dangerous, deliberate and afraid of nothing
Praise the Lorde, the Audrey Lorde!
Fuck what I look like!
I don’t care that I look like I was hit by a speed train at the bend
I don’t care that my hair sits on my head uncombed and unruly as though it owns me
Because then if I do I will let you fuck me over again, did I say again?
But if you can’t figure me out here please accept my apology for not being obvious
Take from my hand words for your Language Acquisition Device
And devise for your ilk ways of seeing, new ways of seeing me
This is the end of normal, arm yourself
Here an extra pair of eyes
Now drop the pretense and straighten the frown on your face
To act like ‘fuck’ is too sensitive a word to your senseless sensibilities is hypocrisy
The problem is, I said it and I ain’t no Rick Ross or Lil’ Wayne or some other brother
Whose ‘fuck’ comes to you as an endorsement to objectify women
To call her everything: a bitch, a cunt, a slut, a whore
To call a woman everything, but her name
And when you call a woman by name you mean to shame her
Assata Shakur, Angela Davis, Wangari Maathai, Martha Karua
Kingwa Kamencu, , Audrey Mbugua, Wambui Otieno-Mbugua, Sojourner Truth
And this is the truth, black women have not even began to be resentful
of the rise to power of black men but there is a problem
A certain school of thought crafted by Slave masters on the colony
Teaches Black men that for them to be strong black women must be weak
Fallacious reasoning! This here is a product of gross miseducation
And Black men have not even began to unravel their role in the empire

Their counter-revolutionary exertion of a “manhood” that tells women to step back
As though to break off from our colonial oppression, never meant the total involvement
of every man, woman, and child, every-fucking-body
As though for us to get here didn’t take the breaking of a woman’s back

Women whose labour terms in developing political consciousness were cast in stone
A time ranging from I-can’t-see in the morning until I-can’t-see at night
O Lawd bless Malcolm X
So this is your to do list for every man
Every man who acknowledges Wangu wa Makeri and Bi Mswafari
in the same sentence with no sense of irony
Every woman who joins in the patriarchal laughter of our television
making fun of the nameless woman in Budalangi begging sirikal to help
As though her pain wasn’t real and the state hadn’t ignored her, three floods later
Please do yourself a favour, stop laughing 
and teach yourself something on capitalist oppression
Stop laughing at the propaganda being pushed around as the truth
About men having sex with cows and hens because it will not be marked in history
 that in two thousand and thirteen Kenyan men became intimate
with their food, pets and cocks
And stop wearing Christianity as a beautiful coat that covers  your hatred
Because I don’t care how many verses you have memorized to make your hatred effective
For you have a verse to pull out of your pile of cards to justify the way you treat women and gays and muslims and atheists and people
You see the truth is if Jesus came back to the world, you are the type that would still kill him
Because Jesus was a rogue, a rebel, and a revolutionary who refused to conform to any laws
Your hatred, judgement and self-righteousness must disgust him
because you are the worst thing that ever happened to my poetry
Stop condemning women for abortion and teenage pregnancy
as though there weren’t rapists and pedophile priests who still oppose the use of contraceptives
Stop passing down your hatred to your children and other people’s children in the name of Jesus
So look yourself in the mirror and imagine what would happen
Imagine what would happen if we were to be honest in this conversation
and for a minute tried to speak about love as though we invented it
Take off your prejudices as though they hang on your shirt and again,
again and again ask yourself  ‘Who am I?’
And when you take to the streets before you tweet jokes that humiliate real people
Please stop, instead, try to talk of the revolution of love
Like our mothers did, and their mothers before them
And when you raise your hand to hit a woman STOP!
She has been beaten before and your hand shouldn’t touch her the same way
Keep your hand mid air and in that breathe fucking thank a woman

 Comments: 8

  1. kb

    Fucken Beautiful!

  2. kb

    Fucken Beautiful!

  3. Sinoxolo Musangi

    You are a fucking awesome somebody! You give me hope <3

  4. Sinoxolo Musangi

    You are a fucking awesome somebody! You give me hope <3

  5. kb

    you have no idea how much i need your blog for solace and, to make sense of this fuckery that is life sometimes, keep the revolution revolving!

  6. kb

    you have no idea how much i need your blog for solace and, to make sense of this fuckery that is life sometimes, keep the revolution revolving!

  7. Zen

    One of the best blogs I have come across. This piece is amazing.

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